Saturday, January 20, 2007

The Weirdest Church Ever

If you don't watch the American version of The Office, you might want to stop reading this entry now. If you do, you probably want to stop reading anyway. After posting MLK Jr.'s "I have a dream" speech, I had a dream. However, my dream was that I was visiting a little country church (as part of this journey) and Michael Scott was the pastor. When I first came up, he was hiding around the corner of the church, with a fire extinguisher, telling me to watch because he was pulling a prank on the congregation. I went in and Dwight Schrute was greeting people and showing them his tattoos (I think the tattoos came from me watching One Punk Under God on Sundance - a series about Jay Bakker's ministry). Apparently, Dwight was the music minister or youth minister - I'm not quite sure which. Not much else happened in the dream, but I would have to say it was pretty funny. If I ever have a real experience like that one, you'll be the first to know!

I've added a new section to the links over on the right of the blog. It is a list of churches I plan on visiting while on this journey. Thanks for the suggestions I received from a couple of you.

Monday, January 15, 2007

Martin Luther King, Jr.

I have a dream. Take 17 minutes of your day today to stop and listen one more time to this amazing speech given by Martin Luther King, Jr., Baptist minister, civil rights leader, political activist, Nobel Peace Prize winner. Take 17 minutes to remind yourself that freedom hasn't come easy for everyone.

Although this speech is filled with great quotes, I think my favorite is this one: I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character.

This is not only a call for freedom, but a call for responsibility. It is a call for all of us to possess character and for that character to be how we are judged. Take 17 minutes today to listen to the call to work together, pray together, and struggle together to see this nation become and remain a great nation.

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Flooding Yesterday, Freezing Rain Today

I'll be staying in out of the weather this weekend. It's cold, wet and may get icy. I'll be watching football from my warm house.

Sunday, January 7, 2007

Mosaic

This week I visited Mosaic. They are currently meeting at the First Baptist Church in Austin on Sunday evenings at 6:00 p.m. However, they have acquired some property and are planning on moving into it in the near future. After looking their website over, I was completely in the dark on what to expect when I arrived. I do have to admit that I have a skeptical streak in me when it comes to churches that are out of the ordinary. I realize "out of ordinary" is completely subjective, but regardless, I just couldn't get a good feel of what they would be all about. They clearly are into the Austin culture. Usually when I hear someone say that, they just mean they are proud to be weird. To add confusion to this, they use the term "liturgy" on their site so I was even more curious as this implied more than just a gathering of people, sitting around in a circle, talking about changing the world. That was my mental image on the way up there. In fact, I figured they would do more talking about what they ought to be doing rather than actually doing anything. Like I said, I can be quite skeptical and, for whatever reason, I was just feeling like this was going to be one of those goofy experiences where Christianity was stretched a bit too far for me to appreciate anything other than the fact we have a wide range of weirdos in the world. Fortunately, I was wrong. So, if nothing else, I have learned not to make assumptions about others' worship before actually going and experiencing it with them. I have also learned that some of these entries on my blog will end up being more about me than the church I visit. That's probably a good thing. It means God is actually speaking to me and teaching me through this experience!

So, what about Mosaic? When I arrived at the church, I noticed quite a few people standing around, chit-chatting, etc. while others were sitting in the area they have occupied, listening to music. There were some couches and chairs in a half circle and people were scattered about, greeting one another and finding their seats. Also, to the side was an art station. I kid you not. Various pictures were also on the walls that appeared to be originals done by members there. A table was up front, with wine and bread.

The members were fairly young, ranging (my guess) from late teens to mid-30s, with some young couples with babies and a couple of people my age (older than 40). The music was very different than music you typically hear in a worship service - it was more abstract and poetic - kind of a Dave Matthews Band style. The first song or two was done by the musicians up front with minimal congregational participation, but it wasn't like a concert. People weren't clapping at the end of the song or anything. They were quiet, either listening, meditating or praying. With the rest of the songs, people sang along quietly. The music was pretty engaging. With the exception of one song, I am guessing they were originals and were very heartfelt and poetic. At one point, one of the worship leaders got up and told people they could feel free to go to an art station, write, sing, etc. - however they choose to worship. There was a responsive reading portion and a small discussion on Epiphany and it's importance to the church calendar. (Yes, this was a liturgical service; it was very local, very personal and very Austin. I loved it!).

The sermon was delivered by a young man who was also very sincere and engaging in his demeanor. He obviously knew his audience and kept people listening, not with great eloquence, but with a simple, personable style. The main thrust of the sermon was about how people come close to a full commitment to Christ as Lord, but don't always make the full journey. The speaker used his own personal experience as a marathon runner and also used several biblical examples. It was a challenge to the people to make that trip to Christ to the fullest.

Communion was served following the sermon. It was interesting because the person who gave the usual "This is my body, this is my blood" pronouncement invited us to the Lord's Table in a way that bordered on an old-fashioned altar call. This actually, for whatever reason, was probably the most moving moment for me. His invitation was not just to experience the Blood and Body of Christ, but to come into a relationship to Christ in doing so. It was also at this point I realized the opening song, the sermon and this invitation were all very closely related. They closed with a poem by T.S. Eliot.

I didn't mention my biggest surprise - there were somewhere between 50 and 70 people present. I'm not a good estimator, but I think that estimate is fair. I don't know why, but the website led me to believe they were smaller. Probably just something I made up. They talked about some goals they have in doing things for one another, such as shared childcare, etc. before closing. All were then invited to join one another at Freebirds after the service for a meal. Unfortunately, I was not able to go. However, it was clear this church is largely based on their relationships and working to support and love one another and this meal at Freebirds is probably just as important to some of them as the liturgy. You get the feel this is more than a gathering of Christians. It's a gathering of friends. In fact, it reminded me of when I was in college (I went to a Christian college). We'd often sit around for hours into the night, talking about God and what He's done in our lives, talking about our goals and things we want to accomplish. It had that kind of feeling to it. A feeling of intimacy and friendship.

The service was intimate. It was quiet. It was worshipful. It was poetic. I was reminded of Brian McLaren's observation in which he mentions the movie Contact and how Jody Foster's character is describing what she sees. She states, "No words to describe it. Poetry! They should've sent a poet." I almost felt like I wasn't the right person to try to describe the service because they should've sent a poet. Truly, this experience was music and poetry to the soul.

Thursday, January 4, 2007

The Pursuit of Happyness

If you are looking for inspiration in the theaters, The Pursuit of Happyness is a good movie to see. Will Smith, a great actor in any role, plays Christopher Gardner, a man who is raising a son while battling homelessness and despair, pursuing his dream of being something great (in this case, a successful stockbroker). The movie focuses on the relationship he has with his son and how important it was to take care of him. At one point in the movie, they are staying at a shelter being ran by a Methodist Church. The scene with him and his son during a worship service there is priceless. I can't really describe it in a way that does it justice, but you'll know what I mean when you see it.

So, what does this have to do with my theme, The Gospel According to Austin? Well, I did manage to make this one work! Christopher Gardner will keynote the 14th Annual Martin Luther King Jr. Celebration Jan. 20 at the Riverbend Centre in Austin. Riverbend Centre is also the location of Riverbend Church, a place I had been attending for the last few months before embarking on this recent journey. I'll probably get around to attending Riverbend one Sunday for the purpose of blogging it on here, but I want to wait a bit because I want to try to have a fresh perspective on the service. Anyway, if you haven't seen the movie, I recommend it. If you live in the Austin area, you may want to try to get to it and then go see Mr. Gardner speak at Riverbend.

Monday, January 1, 2007

Happy New Year!

I want to wish you readers a Happy New Year! I had planned on beginning this journey in 2007, but got ahead of myself when I visited St. James Episcopal Church the day before the year started. No regrets, however, as it was a wonderful experience. Now that I've gotten ahead of myself, let me back up and tell you where I'm going.

Although you can probably find my name on a church roll or two and probably find me on a mailing list for others, the truth is I am without a church I call "home" at this time. This is not to say I'm wandering outside of Christianity, in a dark forest of doubt and despair, questioning my faith and seeking answers to life's really difficult questions. It's more like I have re-entered the hallway C.S. Lewis speaks of in Mere Christianity. Of course, in speaking of this hallway, he says, "It is more like a hall out of which doors open into several rooms. If I can bring anyone into that hall I shall have done what I attempted. But it is in the rooms, not in the hall, that there are fires and chairs and meals. The hall is a place to wait in, a place from which to try the various doors, not a place to live in."

This portion of my journey will involve trying out various doors and seeing how God is expressed in those various rooms and to see how others express themselves towards God. It is not my goal to spend the rest of my life in the hall. In fact, I was warned by one internet friend to be careful about taking a consumerism approach to Church. It is not my goal to do so and I will remind myself of this warning as I continue on in this journey.

On a larger scale, Austin is a unique type of city. "Keep Austin Weird" is the motto. When you start with that, you know it has to be interesting! My journey will be to look at various churches/parishes in Austin. I will worship with them. I will share my experiences here. If you find it to be helpful in your own journey, then me taking the time to write it has been worth something. If not, then at least writing my own thoughts helps me to keep track of where I've been.

So, although the journey has begun, it's not too late for you to jump on and travel a bit of the way with me as I discover The Gospel According to Austin.

A couple of side notes:

(1) There is no particular format to how I've chosen to describe my experiences. I will write based on what made a particular impression on me at the time I attended the worship service. The impressions are only as accurate as my personal experience and perspective are. You could attend with me and possibly come away with an entirely different experience. That's how God works.

(2) I am a Christian. I have no intention of taking this journey beyond Christianity unless I somehow feel led by God to do so. I know Austin is filled with other cultures, other religions, and other ways of expressing love for God. I leave it to someone else to discuss those experiences. I plan to keep my journey within the limits of Christianity. This is not because I do not believe there is value in other cultures or religions. It's just not the path I'm on.

Finally, thanks for visiting my blog. I hope you find it enjoyable, enlightening and even entertaining. If you live in the Austin area and would like me to visit a particular church/parish and write on it, feel free to post a comment and tell me. Maybe I can make it part of my journey.